I totally agree none of this would be happening without the opiates. I'm so frustrated by drugs it has me wanting to give up. I've been dealing with this ******** for 7 years now. I'm still young (24) i just can't help but think my moods have driven me to use in the first place. I'm not a junky, pawning stuff and broke. I never was, luckily i still kind of keep myself together. The issue with me using, even if it's a little bit my moods go all over the place. Fighting with friends, suicidal, delusional... Ahhh so much fun.