MC,
Please don't hate me for texting you...I'm just feeling horribly vulnerable right now, like I said. I don't know, maybe this is all me testing you, like we'd talked about before. Like, will you still accept me if I say that I want you to hold me while I cry? (yes) What if I say that I love you? (TBD) Even though I've said it before, that was almost a year ago, and I've been too scared to say it since because of what happened later.
I really hope it's not like you're sick or some major thing is happening in your personal life, like with your wife, and I'm here intruding and being all needy and annoying. Because then I'd feel really bad... not that I'd have any way of knowing that of course.

I hope it's just, you meant to write me back and haven't had the chance, or you noticed my e-mail and meant to read it later but got a phone call, or that you're trying to figure out the best way to respond and didn't want to just dash something off... I really meant the text as more of a hey...I know this might just seem like another e-mail to you and might not seem like a big deal, especially if it's something I've said once before, but it's really making me feel horribly vulnerable right now. I promise to leave you alone after this...I think all of this stuff in the past couple weeks has been me wanting to get this out and not being able to.
So, yeah, all of that.
And now I'm scared of your response. Like since I'm pushing you, are you just going to be like, "Yeah, it's fine, just like I said before" instead of giving me a more extensive response? Seriously, you can just be like, "Heading to bed now, will read and respond tomorrow" or "Sorry, will read later." And that's enough for now. Or even if you don't get back to me in any way tonight, but do in the morning.

And hey, I figure I get at least a bonus point or two for working a Seinfeld reference in!