I am fully coming to understand why money drives married couples apart. I am not sure my marriage is going to survive this latest discussion we have gotten into. It's this whole insurance thing. The part about my son is worked out. But now I started talking to h again about my worry that he is not covered when he's working, during the time he has a package in the car, because he does not have commercial insurance only personal. I've lived with it for awhile and just let the worry consume me and talk about it with t. But I decided to talk about it again because I think he is so wrong to take this kind of a chance. Maybe I am catastrophising, but seriously, if he caused an accident with a package in the car and they could prove he was working - we could totally be sued and lose our home, our cars, everything. I am too old to lose everything. I don't know what we would do. He did at least call a company today and ask for rates they are supposed to call him back. But he said he will not get it if it's too expensive. He said "I will just quit my job and collect social security." Which I suppose is what he wants anyway. To just lay around and watch tv all day long. I am seriously questioning my marriage again. And I still don't know how to bring it up to him. Sorry to be a downer again, couch. I am so confused. I don't know what to do. He's not my child, I can't make him do something he doesn't want to do. But I am not sure I can live with this constant worry. Or with him getting upset with me and yelling at me when I voice said concern and worry. I think I need to figure out what I want with the rest of my life and get on with it. If I am going to stay married to him, I need to shut up about what I don't like, or I need to divorce him. I don't know what to do .