Sorry to hear about this. It seems like this sounds pretty much like me also. I feel stuck simply because I am afraid to make a change; and then I feel like making a change can be very risky. I have a tremendous fear of failure and I think that I will regret making a change. I wrote about what I'm saying on this forum last week on a thread called "Feeling Like It's All Dead End".

As I've gotten older, I feel like I want to stay in my comfort zone and not make waves. Even when I'm in a place that I don't like that much. But I know that I would really have to push myself to get out of the ruts that I'm in.