Hello again!
Just wanted to thank you all for taking the time to answer my questions and give some personal thoughts and advices! It really means a lot to me I'm so happy I found this forum!

Status right now is, that I am on a pretty high dose of lithium (1350 mg / 0.9 blood level) and I'm slowly increasing the dose of lamotrigine (50 mg/day as of yesterday). I've stopped taking lyrica for anxiety (175 mg/day). My pdoc also wants me to quit seroquel (25-75 mg/night) but I have a hard time living without.....

Unfortunaly I have had to take some time off work. I simply couldn't function well enough to work. I was also getting so behind with my language course, so my teacher and I agreed that I needed to take the class another time.
Even though it sounds like a bad thing, it's really been the best decisions I've taken in a long time. Now I can finally breathe!

I've actually gotten better in the last two weeks. Although I have a weird cycle now.... I feel good (not hypo good, just normal good/stable) for about 3-4 days. Then I hit the bottom and then slowly builds up from depressed to normal in about 3 days. It is so so nice to feel like myself again - but it hits me hard when I go down so fast. Yesterday I was mildly depressed and today just woke up feeling awful. I cancelled my appointment at my dietitian and I haven't moved much... I just lay on the couch.
It seems that it really doesn't take much to get my mood down..... Last week it was an argument on Friday that made me feel down and depressed until Monday. This week my Uncle wasn't that nice to me and said some unpleasant things about me and my illness.

Well, we'll see how it goes!
Thank you once again!!