I think so much about spiritual activities comes down to intent. But I agree the intent of many is to prey upon the vulnerable. A true spiritualist and psychic would never charge for their services. Intent goes both ways and I would suggest your real intent is to break loneliness. I read my own cards but with the intent of putting my situation in perspective.

Of course, I also believe in science. I would see a doctor and from their referral see some proper therapy.