Run, not walk but RUN from this therapist. From everything that you have written she seems to be a horrible therapist. She's hurting you and causing you unnecessary stress and duress. Clearly this is not good for you.. Thankfully you have good mentors at your school.. You know what makes a good therapist because that is what you are learning 😊😊. Ive never met you in person but I do know that you are a good person with a gentle spirit.. You do not need this BS... I hope that you do not go back to her and I also hope that you do not do this favor for her!