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Still doing well on hydroxylated tryptophan.
I started vaping. I tested all "non-combustible", electronic, ticking pen-like devices until I felt dizzy from all the nicotine.
I do like it. But I do like good ol', combustible cigarettes still. I miss the smell of the smoke, while smoking, but I like how there's no smell afterwards. No smelly hair or clothes!
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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