I see them as psychic messages too. As a for instance: I'm listening to a book on tape. Sometimes his voice changes and I can tell he's talking directly to me. Sometimes things are good but mostly his voice distorts into something condescending and he's sending me a message that what he's talking about will happen to me. The book isn't scary, but mean things happen in it and it's been scary. Or I read something online and I'm sure it's a warning to me. Sometimes the warnings are helpful, but they always keep me in my house. I don't leave because I've been warned too many times not to. I'm battling against if it real and means something, or unchecked psychosis. Sometimes even when stable I worry I have special powers. But why are they hell bent on keeping me inside. Is it really that dangerous for me out there. I don't really want to find out and that's my problem. Ugggg.