You're definitely not alone in thinking that way. It's refreshing to read your thoughts. I'm so tired of the delusional BS people spout. LIFE is endless BS. I find it baffling that people prize life so much, as if it has some kind of ultimate, unquestionable value (but those are the delusional or blissfully ignorant ones, I suppose).

I think the really selfish people are the ones who accuse suicidal people of being selfish for thinking of leaving them behind, etc. They never think of what you would be feeling. They only care about themselves. They are not be there for you, but they want you to remain alive and on standby for them. Ugh.