That baseline feeling. I've had that few times lately, like who am I kiddin'? That's just not my 100%, and doesn't help leaping me forward

Relatively okay compared to myself. And I'll always be like that.

It's been good really, the coffee doesn't affect me like it used to, so I've been drinking slightly more. Curry, yes, it wasn't extra hot but I had some and fell onto bed and slept till morning, I suspect the spice in it had something to do with that. Ben & Jerry's!! Guess what? They are the most expensive, premium ice cream on a super market shelf, I saw it the first time in my entire life, I had to have it. They put a **** load of premium pricing on this small cup of ice cream, and they don't carry super market brand big tub ice cream any more. It's like you're living in a ice cream dessert, and I don't like it.

IF I quit smoking... skipping the vaping part, I might be able to get my hands on the ice cream again. Just for other flavors that I haven't tried yet. I'm upset about their marketing tactics, tsk, mean schemer and capitalists!