Very much hated. And frustrated because they want it paid off in 1 year. If I could "just get $500 debt" they could put me on a 3 year plan but unless that woman's $500 turn up it's not going to happen.

It would help a lot if I knew Medicaid was going to do their thing. I probably need to try to see my caseworker but I dread that. I've never had a caseworker who had time to answer questions on the phone, much less deal with something in person.

With therapy, pdoc (which gets added on to the big bill) I now have 19% of my income going to various insurers, therapists, pdoc, etc.

I can't make my brain stop worrying about this. I know it will be fine and my mom will help if I can't make it but that makes me feel about --- big.

I think it's time for some extra sleepy meds.