My parents were never supportive when i was younger and I missed out on a lot, or atleast that's how i felt for a reallllly long time. As I got older, I've gotten a lot closer with my parents, especially with my mom and I adore her very much. My parents still support me financially and they really don't have to at my age. I love and appreciate them for it. A lot of people that don't know the real story will judge me and I honestly couldn't care any less at this point in my life. I'm happy with the love I have with my family and the few genuine friends I have that really care about me. I am always going to be me, i will continue to learn and grow but I'm not going to allow anyone to make me feel like I can't be myself. I would not be able to feel this way without a good support system. I encourage you to seek out your support system, however way you must, it's something that requires some work especially as an introvert but it's so worth it. And it's never too late!
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