Sounds like you really managed to get a lot spoken about during your session, that is great. To feel some movement forwards must be a relief for you, even if it does bring up a lot more to be worked on or through. I understand your problem with controlling the relationships. I do this in all walks of my life and I also withdraw if I cannot control, it is a form of control in itself. Giving up this means I am vulnerable and that is a place I am not ready to go to yet but know I will have to one day. Do you think you could go to that place with your T?