I'm not going to go into all the bad wrecks I've had coming off horses over the years. This post would be pages and pages long. Some of the bad ones shook my confidence. Please talk to your instructor about your fear. Any good instructor will help you work through your fear. If the instructor is unwilling to help you work through it I'd strongly suggest finding an instructor who will help you work through it.
Someone else mentioned the possibility of PTSD. That's a possibility. Have you considered talking to a therapist about your fear?
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