I experienced suicide as a bystander and saw first hand the pain and anguish that spiralled further and further affecting more andm7ore people. I realized then I could not do it.

I took some very good therapy. But it was meeting a very good and special person in my life to turn things around. It took quite the leap of faith to pursue this. Today i am stable and relatively content. It just happened. But it wouldn't havd had I not been open to the prospect of good.