i do not freaking enjoy how things are but I don't believe the doctors will help either but they keep saying I need to see them again and if I don't then there are consequences which I don't have the energy to deal with and I am only still here because nothing I have tried seems to be working I seem to be a complete failure at everything and for some stupid reason I can't do one stupid simple task right although I must say certain laws in Australia seem to make it a lot harder and also please for the last freaking time stop assuming you know how I feel or that you know what is going on I asked a few questions if you aren't here to answer at least one of them then leave me the hell alone I don't have the energy for this and now I feel even worse I give up I can't take this crap anymore.