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Old May 14, 2016, 11:51 AM
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I quit smoking today. I'm using the patch and a vape with zero nicotine. It's helping. I always find patches helpful for the nicotine withdrawl and the vape helps with oral fixation.

I smoke sooooo much more when manic. I went from 1/2 a day to nearly 2 packs a day this past manic episode. My lungs hurt and feel burned so I decided to quit altogether since I'm still a little hypo and can't seem to slow down. The pain in my chest is helping me quit.

I know that smoking can help with stress but never noticed if it helps my psychosis. I suspect it did by keeping my mind occupied on smoking 2 packs in a day. That takes some time and commitment.
Yes, it's hard to stay committed.

Has the patch and vaping worked so far?
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