awwww. I'm sorry you went through all that but glad you have a positive outlook now.

While I was in the hospital last month, I was having bad psychosis. I felt everyone in the hospital had adopted a part of my personality to mock me. I went up to a girl who was in the process of getting naked in the open courtyard and asked her "Whats really going on here, please be honest with me" She said "We got too big for our britches and they put us on a reality TV show" I went to the nurses to complain because I hadn't signed up or given permission to be on the show and I didn't want to be. The girl followed me and began pointing to all the nurses and saying "DO you know any of these peoples names, what do you really know about them" All their names on their name tags fuzzed out and morphed into something unreadable. when I told the nurse I didn't agree to be on the show, she advised me not to talk to the girl. I then stopped talking to everyone because I knew I was in the rabbit hole big time and was too easily influenced by others.

When I told my doctor about this, he started busting up laughing. It was a good thing I had started laughing about it myself. 2 weeks prior if he would have laughed, I'd have fired him. I'm really surprised he laughed to be honest.