(((HUGS))) Chesire! We havent worked in yrs cuz we are too scared that ppl can see we are not grown ups. Last job we had.. started crying and ran out of a full resturant and bar cuz we were too scared. We got fired. Even if it feels like a role please keep trying! Cuz even if u dont rremeber school and stuff ssoneon in there learned enough to graduate and find a good job. They know what to do. They will be there to help even if it feel fake and forced to you... it is better than being alone and feeling nonfunctional.