(((Matt)))... Wow... i can relate about just sleeping and pulling the covers over your head cause you just can't deal. Yet i know if i don't think about it just zombie like and go through the motions to do something that eventually i click in and can function and i get over it in the moment. I understand the frustrations of feeling stuck... I wish you the best in working through this and that things will get better for you. You are not worthless, you are a person with courage, honor, integrity and the fact you posted shows you have strength... Blessings and tc