I don't know what else to say except my life feels meaningless. It always has as a child and as an adult it feels more and more so. I lost my father last year to cancer. My therapist of 4 years and I had to end it because his own mental health issues interfered with the treatment. Management of my building is trying to evict me even though I have succession rights. All of this while I'm trying to actually do something with my life. I became Microsoft Office Certified this month and am proud of myself, but having no active job skills to put on a resume depresses me more.

Just feeling so empty this past year. Life is meaningless to me and don't know what else to do. Even family cannot cheer me up.