Who in the world wants to be mentally ill? Not me. I wasn't in and out of hospitals other than my suicide attempts. I didn't want to be put on hardcore meds, which Gina you're not on. I didn't want to be labeled bipolar. I didn't want it. I have a right to feel this way. I hate having bipolar other than the hypos which are gone now bc of the meds. I fought it till I had a psychosis. And I managed ok. What I wouldn't give to know that last hypo would turn so badly...