I never had an issue ... just me being me ... then the crack up and ip ... my assigned pdoc would only say your not yourself ... since he had never met me before I had a hard time believing him ... then the drugs .... still felt like just me but so unsure of my ( am I or am I not) dx ... the real break thru was when my wife said ... you are much better .... and of course you guys here have seen my struggle with it ... no one wants to be MI ... but if you is .. you is .... Tigger ..