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Old May 15, 2016, 07:58 AM
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I have a sinus infection and it is keeping me awake.
I hope you feel better!
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******trigger for csa talk*****



T and I talked a little bit about my trauma on Friday. He asked me a question about the trauma that I didn't have a answer for. But, just now.. As I was laying here trying to go back to sleep I remembered a detail from the whole experience that i have never talked t about. Now, I can't stop thinking about it. Or seeing it in my mind. It's a detail that probably produces a good amount of shame.
This is just what I want on my mind at 4am on a Sunday morning. ☹️

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.