It has worked. Of course I still don't know exactly what it is.
But it's likely a cascade. Ending with my realisation that it worked. Wonders even. But no endlessly swirling stream, as I thought it would be.
Edit:
I'm still amazed. I hope to replicate this maybe before trying it at night.
But it's really unlikely it's not one or more of these.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
Last edited by Icare dixit; May 15, 2016 at 12:07 PM.
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