Thanks Little Cat,
I'm so sick of this cycle I've been in for years - stay sober for up to 5-6 months and then relapse badly. The problem is in the past year, the relapses are becoming a lot more frequent and a lot worse. I'm seriously risking my health at this point.
I know what I need to do to stay stopped - it's just so hard, when I want to numb out so badly.
Really hope I don't have to wait to long to get into rehab.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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