I have struggled for many yrs with Dxs. For a few reasons.
1. I been dxed with multiple MIs.
2. Med resistant, sensitive, opposite effects..
3. Being simutaniously dxed w/ BP2 and BPD... that has really made things confusing cuz going thru "the 20 question" dx..... responses are too close.
I have come to accept that i prob have both. But now looking back, the worse into either end of BP i would sink, thats when BPD behaviours and delusions would get worst.