I was in a really bad mood last night, I shouldn't have even posted. I had just found out for 9 months on the zyprexa I sounded drugged. My family didn't say anything bc they trusted the drs. They said I didn't sound like horribly drugged but a little.

I apologize to everyone. I don't absolutely hate bp. I have a hard time with the meds. I'm actually doing a lot better than I was. New ap. But I just need to take a couple days and not post. I hope ppl can forgive me.