Boy, you wanna talk wobbly? I took my 2nd Klonopin of the day about 1:00 and I can barely walk still! BUT, I haven't been anxious all day, so I'm happy to trade in the sleepiness and whatnot for that.

Things are past enough, I guess, that everyone is trying to pretend they never happened. But I still know, and I still mistrust everyone who contributed to the incident. I just really need to get out of this very unhealthy environment. Hiring picks up after the first of the year, or so the conventional wisdom goes, so I'll start looking in earnest then.

In the meantime, I think I just need a vacation! It's too cold to go for walks, but soon enough the lake will be frozen up, and that brings its own beauty. Assuming I'm not too depressed to notice, being a victim of the seasonal depression as well as the "regular" kind. Sigh.

Do you ever get tired of dealing with all this stuff? I wish someone would just wave a magic wand and make me mentally healthy.

Candy