I have started reading again .... for the better part of the last year I could not say that ... I had no idea how much I have changed ... reading has been my life ... my soul ....

I could truthfully say I have been without a soul .... now that I am back it is so startling to see where I have been ...

when you are living "it" you do not even realize how dark the path really is .... when your reference is darkness and sorrow just being alive feels good .... when you (if you) make it back up it is so hard to "believe" anyone could be that far off the path and ever return to the land of "milk and honey" ....

this "now" is the best I have been in years ... I believe the worst is behind me ...

just wanted to say thanks for all the support my friends here have given me .... I will never forget you .... who knows ... next week I may need you again .... no one knows what the future holds .... I just hope in some small way I can be helpful to another as you have been to me ..

never give up ... the corner may be just ahead .... Tigger ...