((((Carrie))))

Thanks for the affirmation. I can't be the strong one at this time. No way. I just wish I could be. For quite some time I have felt like a lost little child. Really I think the straw that broke the camel's back was when my mom was hospitalized in August. She has DID and it's like everything came flooding back and I realized that I missed my "mother" (MIL) She would've told me the right thing. She was good at that. I could confide in her and she always was understanding. I think the thing that I miss the most about her is that I could talk about my husband to her and how I felt for him and she really truly understood. He told me she loved me more than she did him. LOL. It's not true, ofcourse, but it's just so hard because I just haven't dealt with it or am just beginning to. I know things will get better and you guys have made me feel 100% better just having my feelings validated.

(((((((((hugs))))))))))
Kimberly.