Thanks everyone for your replies!

I'm really missing my T today . I've been seeing her weekly since the beginning of the year and this is the first two week gap between sessions. I can't afford to see her weekly and she is on leave this week anyway. I have this fantasy about T that I think about whenever I'm feeling upset or am just missing her. I imagine her sitting next to me on a big soft couch with lots of pillows and blankets and she's holding me and telling me everything's going to be okay. I also imagine my cat snuggled between us and purring. I am way too embarrassed to ever tell T about this fantasy but yeah... Do any of you have thoughts like this? I hate feeling needy