I just don't know what to say about this anymore that I haven't said. I've worn myself and you all out on this subject.

Talk to T about it? Sure, we've been down that road...he said last night also that "wouldn't it be nice if I found someone like him, someone that 'got me'..."

How can he and I both see our relationship so differently? He used to 'get me'...now I feel like he uses what he knows to hurt me.

We were talking about how I do not believe that there is one person out there for me. I see myself alone or dating...I've never had a healthy relationship and I'm 37.