I just started seeing a therapist. I have a couple friends I think I can talk to about how I feel. My wife is supportive thank God. My dad will tell me to just get over it. He means well. Saw him this afternoon. I don't cut myself. Been so into hockey but I have a hard time with it right now. Been watching some train video. Facebook takes my mind off things but I think I am on to much. Walked with my wife today in 40degree weather and windy. Are you spiritual in any way. I am mad at God.