I Know only about. 2 or 3 on the couch will remember me. I just need to say somethings I've been thinking about and this seems to be the only safe place... I've spent my whole life being the good girl doing what is expected of me...the good daughter, the good wife, etc... Just once I would like to do something fun....dangerous...out of character except one I'm middle aged and fat and missed the boat on being young and stupid....

I read once more people when they get old and die regret what they didn't do then what they did do..... I had chances....Even though I was married I had a few opportunities for one night stands or an affair.. ... Now I would be satisfied with just getting drunk or stoned ...