That is perfectly written Don't speak. I hope joy is acceptable and I'm just feeling grateful and joyous right now. Actually right now I'm in a lot of physical pain. My fibro is flairing bad. My joints are aching badly. I'm also very tired. This usually brings my spirits down, but not right now. Doctor thinks I'm hypomanic and is treating it accordingly. I'm committed to treatment right now. It's hard. I want to fix this without medication but I cannot. I need to build endurance and endure. Meds help.