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Originally Posted by Pikku Myy
I understand you totally and feel for the down  I went thru what I considered normal ups and downs for 30 years since my teens. I was mildly medicated then. I created some of my best work then. It hit me late 40's with a slam in a face... Been thru two psychotic episodes that can be documented by psych wards.. and almost died from being pushed too many meds. I am somewhat at piece now with myself and happy It took a lot of self discovery and dedication from myself, not to mention my support group, to do this. I am now med free... I know some day may need them again. All about balance I am creative at my natural state . |
I was creative in my natural state as well, emphasis on was... Very disappointing to say the least. I've given up so much and gained so much. I'm so happy for you that you're able to be med-free and have found peace in that state! Next I see my pdoc I'm going to talk to her about nixing the Seroquel, I'm not taking a high dose anymore anyway, maybe that will help. Come to think of it, in the last couple of years, especially this last year, I've found some peace, but I guess what I want is
more I suppose it's joy, with others, and in doing the creative work I used to do. Hopefully I'll make it, I'll manage to find those pieces of me I have lost without, well, losing it