Asuyuka, I'm sorry you're going through such a hard time at such a young age. Liten to what Debbie has told you. She's a friend of mine and I respect her opinions very much. She's also come a long way from the first time I met her. Believe me, she knows what she's talking about.

Your family may have meant well by being with you at your appointment, but these things are hard enough to deal with on a one to one basis. You need to talk to your dr alone and tell him everything. Otherwise, he can't help you.

Be patient. Next time, go alone. As for having doubts, it's completely normal. You haven't been out of the house that long. You're learning as you go. Any uncharted course is scary when you first set out.

Keep posting, Sweetie. There are people here that care about you.

PS Don't feel bad about asking for what you need. Keep asking until you get the help you want.