Morning. Time for me to get ready to school.
Don't feel like going. Just not have that much to tell.
Like I realize, binge watching a new series, I may have people that love me, but I just can't feel it, more a less the same way I can't feel reality. I identify somewhat with the main character of this show... But every people expect the character to change, to realize her problems, to growth and learn to like herself. And certainly it is going for that. But a realistic story would be a person always with issues, having a hard time to ditch the sick behaviors patterns and thinking style and never getting to be a balanced healthy one. Because change the way we are, independently of beeing aware of what needs to be changed it is a very hard thing to do and beeing normal is an impossible goal. This what is realistic but people would never fall for a fantasy like this. Are there really happy endings?