Eden,
Is there anyway to get a psychiatrist that you trust? I'm feeling this psychiatrist is not right for you. I really think you need to keep a journal of all the nasty thinks the demons say to you and give it to someone you trust. The demons are scared to go away. Hopefully the psychiatrist can help. Are you on meds? I'd tell the psychiatrist that if you tell him what's going on he'll hospitalize you before even talking about it. Just so he knows you want to do everything in your power to stay out of the hospital. If you're okay with it even an anti psycotic shot.