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Woke up depressed. My supplement cocktail worked for 6 hours. After that, paranoia was bad again. Took my antipsychotic.
I woke up with a strange kind of dizziness. Really strange, like watching through a film camera. It reminds me of some camera work I've seen in films, to add suspense.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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