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I'm basically a wreck. I just want to cry. But I can't. And he noticed me moving my hands , because I was nervous. When I said I wanted to talk about emotions, he really hit on why I had barriers with my emotions. It made me extremely sad to look at myself like that. And when he said it wasn't that I didn't trust others, but that I didn't trust myself, it really hit something within me. Because it's true. With as much as I say I don't trust others, I really don't trust myself. Thanks for listening, couch. The appointment was a real relief. It's nice, even with as hard as it is, to talk about this stuff.
Probably shouldn't have said all of this... but I'm beyond caring at the moment.
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life. 
Last edited by DarknessForever; May 16, 2016 at 11:04 AM.
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