Say you file a complaint if she keeps changing meds. But first just ask. Just say you don't want any changes, you'll only take your current meds. Doing experiments is not why you're there, unless it's necessary.
Finding the right dosage is far more important than the meds themselves. Any two or three meds, dosages carefully tuned would likely have a positive effect. Mood stabilisers may be slightly different in that respect though.
Threatening with complaints is really effective. They can lose everything.
Maybe don't assume you have to be like friends. You don't have to be. Not at all.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
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