and i dont want to fall in love with someone to be tricked into having children...
blergh

You could be a fantastic mom
or i could be a lazy weed smoking cam *****
idk
it could go either way right now

Your way would disappoint me quite a bit
oh really?
i have thought about camwhoring...
you know that right?

Nope
i have thought about it
i have no idea what draws me to it i am not a very sexual being'

I just think it says a lot about what you think of yourself and of sex
i am very sensual person though
what do you mean what i think of sex?

What a cam***** thinks of sex
what do they think of sex?

That it's something to be used and broadcasted to the world for a buck
hmm. yes thats how i see it
'i mean thats how every guy before that saw it and therefore saw me
i guess theres some freedom in being broadcasted to the world
something creative, artistic about it
anyway, i just wanna say that i prefer lesbian porn there isn't all that disgusting slime and it remains clena
clean*

Artistic and creative? ****ing yourself with a dragon dildo while thousands of sweaty, unwashed neckbeard wizards beat off to the sight of your body and not much else? Idk
okay
will it would be why i am so drawn to cam*****s

I get that you can add your own personality to it and everything but at the end of the day a majority of your audience is there for the same reason a guy goes to a strip club or a hooker
they think of sex the same way i do

I like to think most women are better than that
yeah i am also there for there quirky laughs
inbetween kisse
they call themselves "models"

What are they modeling though?
i think its a nice way of saying cam*****
did i ever tell you about the loser on fb trying to pay me for sex and then abusing me when i said no?

I think ***** is a bit over the top but yea. And yea you did
I think you like the idea of came hiring because you like the idea of feeling sexy
and i started think of sex that why went i sent my first nude

And doing it in a way that doesn't risk much of anything
yes sexy and recognized in a way i guess
i only think i have a value based on how sexually attractive guys think i am

So when you wanna "cam*****", do it for guys you trust.
Because that's how sex is supposed to be for a normal healthy minded person
Yea that's another symptom of how unhealthy your mind is in some ways
I don't have to explain to you that it causes trouble
i think it is kind of like guaranting that the guys i sent nudes and said other people saw it is like a kind of self vengence to myself and then putting my nudes on their
i dont know sex makes me twisted that is why i tend to avoid the subject
i cant think of it without being crazy

That's because there are so many contradictions in that pretty little head of yours
while i have controlled it i havent removed its existence imprinted into my mind

You need to keep sorting through them
so i wanna be a cam***** but i dont want other guys to see my nudes if i send it to a guy
honestly wtf brain

Control
its like i am horny but not

You hold the power as the cam*****
The guy holds it when he spreads them
in all that there is nothing on here of me
but then again the internet is a very big place
i guess that is why raped girls become sluts to get back the control that was taken away from them

Exactly
Well that's a reason
see even "control" can be a bad reason

It's not a bad reason
it all depends on what meaning you give to it

They just go about it the wrong way
yes guys do it all the time i dont know why they would need that kind of control

Guys don't think nearly that hard about it
You're giving them too much credit
true
that because their **** is the only thing that matters

No
and jibson i was thinking of creating a new facebook

Because you are
Girls in general
We can't help ourselves. We see things in you that you probably never will and we only want someone else to see it too
however it is too much effortb readding myself to groups and liking pages all over again
i could just unfriend everyone but then that is too much effort and i feel like i am offending others
see i over think every decision]

Do it anyway
it is because i am not used to making my own decisions
thats why everything is so freaking hard

Fake it til you make it
**** me with a dragons dildo

Gladly
do you think that i am a cam***** deep down?
or i am just making myself feel that way based on how i have experienced sex in the past?

I think you might have some of the prerequisites but no
I think the only reason you get so upset about these things is because they don't live up to your expectations
And you have those expectations for a very good reason
yeah now that sounds complicated
its just i get so confused when a guy gets turned on by me

It's not. I'm just saying I think you'd be a good cam***** for the same reasons all cam*****s are. They just want to feel connected with someone in an intimate way
it shouldn't be so confusing this is just insanity

Probably because it's supposed to be a good thing when a guys attracted to you
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