I absolutely understand the worry with disclosing your mental health status. It is important to know that in recent years, 80% of people with a mental status change did not seek treatment. You seem to be aware of the stigma associated with seeking treatment. This stigma may very well be due to a lack of education on mental health in the general population. However, the negative stigma associated with mental health seems to be improving. Insurance companies are beginning to require plans to contain mental health coverage. Since you are below the poverty line, you can still seek help. Furthermore, I understand your worry about anxiety. Anxiety is a normal part of life, considering that anxiety is a vague or persistent worry. However, if you feel that your anxiety is interfering with daily life, then you may have a anxiety disorder. To say that this makes someone crazy or insane is simply part of the negative stigma, and there is absolutely no shame in seeking help.