Hi

I am going through a rough depression for months. What I have been noticing for some weeks now is that daily I am up and down. I can feel what you might call normal? but then I will get this intense feeling and I suddenly feel very low. At times I feel like I want to give up the feelings are so strong. This happens numerous times throughout the day. It make me feel teary eyed but then I am unable to cry fully. I also get a strong intense emotional feeling in my stomach when my mood changes. I am not sure if it's anxiety or is the feeling causing me to get anxious. I am also not sleeping very well at night and becoming a bit agitated. I am concerned that this might lead to my mood elevating. I am trying not to get stressed but with all this going on it's proving very difficult.

This up and down is driving me crazy , I am bad enough as it is I am just so worn out and am seeing pdoc tomorrow to change meds. Wondering also could it be the medication making me feel those emotions so often during day.

I have only been recently dx with bipolar 1 so any info much appreciated. I hope i am explaining myself correctly and you all can maybe understand what it is or could be.

Thanks in advance