You are not narcissistic for wanting to be acknowledged for existing

You need not denigrate your value. Outside of this spate of mental illness that harries you now I am more than certain that there is someone who wants to be a part of the whole panoply that is life but, like others here (i.e. me, for one) you feel like you have been forced to be an audience member for some grand play that everyone else gets to participate in

You know that, if you could rise from your chair and walk on stage you would have something to add, to be more than bit player, more than some walk on

Damn it, I wish could follow my own advice - I am good at this. If you know how to do this, patent it and then sell it to the masses, here amongst the audience of the isolated