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Is it easier to withstand the cold, cold weather, when your (more or less) manic, regardless of whether you do more? Likewise, do you have more difficulties, you notice it more, when depressed?
I do. I used to be hypomanic (obviously at times), and especially those times (I think, possibly) I had the least problems with it, standing outside with only a shirt on in the winter, to give an example.
I think more manic than that will cause your (mild) hypersensitivity to offset that. Just a thought. Maybe it's that. Maybe only at times (I think so).
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