Maybe the thought of being alone is from self esteem issues from previous relationships. Maybe a part of you is thinking "how could this man want ME?!" I feel like that about my bf all the time. I wonder how the hell he puts up with me everyday. My relationships always end bad and messy with someone in jail or the hospital lol! I've had a lot of abuse in the past and still wonder if a part of me deserved it. I know, that's sick right. No one deserves that. But maybe I do?

Well no. Neither of us deserve it. Don't be so hard on yourself and focus on your child and enjoy the happiness you're feeling now. Relationships take work. So never give up. I fight till the very bloody end.

Congrats on the long relationship and little one. Count your blessings dear. You deserve a good man. We all do.

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